On the road to what you want

you will face everything that you hate.

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"...even good girls have secrets,
ones even their best friends must guess.

Who do
they turn to on lonely ,
moon-shadowed sidewalks?
I'd love to hear them confess:
Who do they become when
night descends,
a cool puff of smoke, and
vampires come out to party?"

from CRANK by Ellen Hopkins

*~**~**~**~* Well...uh i'm basically a fun, happy-go lucky retard. I'm currently 23 years old, but sometimes i act 10. I love to keep people smiling and i'll literally do anything to get you to laugh.( believe me... i don't do well with gloomy... you oughta see me on one of my rare sad days... yeesh) I'm all about having a good time and making the most of your life. I'm kinda sensitive.. *cough, cough (Drama Queen) cough* and i have been known to blow things a little out of proportion sometimes... but hey, who doesn't these days? I basically just live life to the extreme. But i'm always loving and friendly, and i trust people really easily.(I'll never turn down a friend) As far as wierd quirks go.. i'm deathly afraid of silence, left-handed, color-blind, and double-jointed. There... now that i've told you a autobiography you basically can say that you know everthing about me.(Give yourself a hefty pat on the shoulder) Much love, Jenny ~*~*~*~*~*~*~

My most recent poem:

Decadent sapphire,
tongue-twisted illusion,
Fierce love and

Gnawled hands,
liquid velvet.
Hot tears,
bruised dreams.

Crystal azure,
sunbaked lies,
cascading emotions
and sweet remembrance.

Glass hearts,
shattered open.
Deception locked in

Brilliant truth treading
muddy water,
confession craved
like nicotine.

Anxious souls,
side-street display.
Citrus-stained delusion
and serenade.

Blazing fury,
steadfast will.
Betrayal seeped with

Hollowed questions,
Searing pain and
frazzled mind.

powered connections,
fragmented innocence and
rekindled Hope...

True beauty lingers within the darkness.

Know this story.

Feel me for what I am...



Favorite Quotes:

"Express yourself and by so doing change the world" -Henry Miller

"Life is short. Live it up." -Nikita Khrushchew

"Dreaming permits us to be quietly and safely insane
every night of the week." -William Dement

"In the cookies of life, your friends are the chocolate chips." -Unknown

"Be daring, be different, be impractical, be anything that will assert integrity of purpose and imaginative vision against the play-it-safers, the creatures of the commonplace, the slaves of the ordinary." - Sir Cecil Beaton
3 doors down, 30 seconds to mars, 311, a dog called kitty, acting stupid, afi, alanis morissette, all american rejects, anberlin, and on and on!, any nicholas sparks novel, aqualung, becoming a veterinarian, billy joel, black beauty, black eyed peas, bugging my sis, burned, charlotte's web, chevelle, chronicles of narnia, cobra starship, cold sassy tree, coldplay, collages, crank, creating, creed, crime and punishment, crossfade, dancing, dancing with my father, dashboard confessional, days away, death cab for cutie, dixie chicks, dogs, drawing, dreaming, driving fast, eclipse, evanescence, faeries, fall out boy, foo fighters, fuel, gavin degraw, goo goo dolls, green day, harry potter series (whoot!), hawthorne heights, heart of darkness, hinder, horses, hot towels, imogen heap, impulse, incubus, jack johnson, jennifer lopez, jett, jewel, john legend, john mayer, keith urban, laughing, less than jake, linkin park, literature, little book- human shadow, little women, mariah carey, maroon 5, martina mcbride, matchbox 20, missy elliot, motion city soundtrack, movie night, my chemical romance, new moon, nickelback, no doubt, october fall, oh just everything really..., old yeller, painting, panic! at the disco, people in planes, persuasion, playing, postal service, pride and prejudice, rascal flatts, reading, red hot chili peppers, rent, sarah mclachlan, sense field, shinedown, singing, smiles, speak, story of the year, sunsets, swimming, switchfoot, taking back sunday, tamsin, the academy is.., the china garden, the history of love, the killers, the last unicorn, the line between, the outsiders, the poisonwood bible, the scarlett letter, the verve, this providence, to kill a mockingbird, tv marathons, twilight, unicorns, vertical horizon, video games, walking, where red fern grows, wierd al, writing, yo mamma!..j/k